Rijuhn
03-15-2003, 02:15 AM
Okay, I'm sure there are other people in the Northern US here on AGN, so this is something you can really relate to. For the past two weeks the temperature has been rising 2 degrees everyday, and next week the forcast calls for a 71 F* day. I almost grabbed my nuts and gyrated when I saw that!! Do you know how long I've endured this boring, depressing, chilly winter? I know there are other people that love the Spring, or just all-around warm weather.
Something sparks in me, and I seem to wake up feeling 500% refreshed and blessed by God. It's like my life changes with the seasons (that's probably why my mom thinks I'm bi-polar, lol.)
Think I'm crazy, I don't care, but all I know is that I love the Spring. Every goes alright in the spring and summer. For example, something sparked in me last week to finally get into shape. I don't mean 500 pushups and that's it. I mean I've been pushing myself til I can't lift anymore for the past week and a half. So far I'm able to lift 15 more pounds per arm. Though my arms are pulsating and screaming for a rest I feel great!! Better than I ever have before.
This summer will be my journey into legal adulthood (oh darn), and it's so bittersweet. I almost regret not being more foolish as a child/teen. I'm always the one to leave when things get too wild or whatever, but this time it's different. I think I've reached my true point in life where I can say that everything I do I am 100% aware off. My mistakes will be intentonal, because it's fun to make mistakes just to fix em when you're bored, lol!
I just wanted to ramble. I've noticed that half the people I see that are depressed cannot find any help. Like my brother for example. I tried for 4 hours to help him out or at least him feel better. I say this as a friend and a wiseman to any who are feeling depressed or left out: PLEASE POST ABOUT IT IN ROCK BOTTOM, OR TRY AND GET HELP FROM A FRIEND. Keeping depression to yourself only eats at you, and then some people wind up killing themselves, and they deny themselves a potention life of bliss, and for the better days ahead.
I just want everyone to be as happy as I am right now, and I feel bad when I see others suffer. So if anyone doesn't feel like their life is going right, talk to me on AIM or something, because it pains me to see others in pain, but it makes me swell with joy to see others being happy. Goodnight AGN.
Something sparks in me, and I seem to wake up feeling 500% refreshed and blessed by God. It's like my life changes with the seasons (that's probably why my mom thinks I'm bi-polar, lol.)
Think I'm crazy, I don't care, but all I know is that I love the Spring. Every goes alright in the spring and summer. For example, something sparked in me last week to finally get into shape. I don't mean 500 pushups and that's it. I mean I've been pushing myself til I can't lift anymore for the past week and a half. So far I'm able to lift 15 more pounds per arm. Though my arms are pulsating and screaming for a rest I feel great!! Better than I ever have before.
This summer will be my journey into legal adulthood (oh darn), and it's so bittersweet. I almost regret not being more foolish as a child/teen. I'm always the one to leave when things get too wild or whatever, but this time it's different. I think I've reached my true point in life where I can say that everything I do I am 100% aware off. My mistakes will be intentonal, because it's fun to make mistakes just to fix em when you're bored, lol!
I just wanted to ramble. I've noticed that half the people I see that are depressed cannot find any help. Like my brother for example. I tried for 4 hours to help him out or at least him feel better. I say this as a friend and a wiseman to any who are feeling depressed or left out: PLEASE POST ABOUT IT IN ROCK BOTTOM, OR TRY AND GET HELP FROM A FRIEND. Keeping depression to yourself only eats at you, and then some people wind up killing themselves, and they deny themselves a potention life of bliss, and for the better days ahead.
I just want everyone to be as happy as I am right now, and I feel bad when I see others suffer. So if anyone doesn't feel like their life is going right, talk to me on AIM or something, because it pains me to see others in pain, but it makes me swell with joy to see others being happy. Goodnight AGN.