I didn't dream for something like the past 4 or 5 years. It's pretty easy to stop yourself from dreaming, though it wasn't through conscious effort on my part as you can guess from the methodology. Basically, the two paragraphs I just deleted pointed out that in college, I slept maybe 3 hours a night and didn't stay asleep long enough to have a dream. Now, I have a lovely partner keeping me fairly regular with respect to bedtime so I have an extra 3 or 4 hours of sleep, and the dreams have come.
My dreams are weird, illogical messes but disturbing as that is to me, it's not why I hate to dream. As disorenting as it is to travel distances of hundreds of miles, exiting doors and ending up in places that don't make sense, then going back into somewhere different entirely, I've grown used to that kind of dream. Lately my dreams have taken a turn for continuity, and it's not a good kind. There's two sets: the mansion and the chaser.
Some time ago, I had a dream about a mansion. People lived in it during the day, but never went to it at night because of strange noises and activity. Why did they live in two houses? Ask my subconscious. Anyway, of course I had to explore the mansion at night, and it was creepy. I cannot explain it except for it had everything common to creepy old houses in scary movies: huge rooms, aging furniture, wilted gardens, stained glass windows, gothic architecture both inside and out, etc. I don't remember many details anymore other than this one big room that was where the dream ended, but I do remember waking up at 2 AM alone and horrified. I laid there for an hour too afraid to move, and eventually fell back asleep. Since then, I dream about the same house probably once every other week. It's never the same dream exactly, but once I get to the house it's always horrifying. There was the time I was a courier to a man who lived there and I stumbled upon a room the ghosts did not want me to find. Oh God the basement one was accompanied by this awful scream that left me awake and afraid to get out of bed for an hour and a half; I still hear it and it didn't help that our guinea pigs made a racket halfway through. Most recently (in the dream... sorry but the context seemed lost here), I was exploring a town where my great-grandmother grew up (probably influenced by her recent passing) with my wife, when we stumbled upon the house. This dream has affected me so much that literally in the dream I said "Oh God it's this dream again!" but since I have rarely been able to control my dreams I was stuck for the ride. It ended abruptly as the ghost, pissed that I had actually managed to have someone else witness its presence, was chucking a rack of kitchen knives at me. I woke up at 2:22 (evoking weird memories of Eternal Darkness though that was 3:33) and didn't fall asleep again for an hour. What's odd is that the introduction to the house is different each time, and like Castlevania the innards of the house are generally appropriate for the introduction, but every time I reach it I am instantly alone and I remember each of the previous dreams.
The other one is less frequent but more common; it's only odd in that it always involves a mall and elevators. Something is chasing me; in early incarnations I was a secret agent or something and it was "bad guys", but lately my mind is not so creative and I don't even know what's chasing me other than that it is, and it's close. Generally I start out with a group of people in a mall or hotel; it's typically people I know as if it's the past and we're on a school field trip or something. At some point I board an elevator, and this is when the dream changes. I always board the elevator alone. The elevator always gets stuck. I always have to climb out of the elevator, at which point I find out I'm being chased. I tend to display superhuman powers such as ridiculous jumping ability and safe falls from heights, but I think this is because the part of my mind that dreams has very little respect for reality and it will put me where it wants me even if it has to perform a jarring teleport and restart the dream. Much like the mansion dream, once I realize I'm being chased I am completely alone in the dream. Don't believe what they say about if you are falling from a building in a dream and you hit the ground you die. I tried a GTA-esque ramp of a car from a parking garage to escape whatever was chasing me once and was thrown from the car 8 stories up. You hit the ground, it knocks the breath out of you, then you wake up and you're paralyzed with fear.
All of this seems to indicate sleep paralysis or night terrors, and I'm starting to pay more attention to the day to try and figure out if there's a trigger. Does anyone else have frequent nightmares or experiences like this?
This is part of the reason why I'm posting big internet threads at midnight. I do not want to know what sleep holds for me just yet.