Who've you lost recently?

So sorry to hear, man. =/ Yeah, 2002 through 2005 have been horrible years for deaths, it seems. I can't even count the number of people that were very, very close to me that died on both my hands. :shrug:

Eventually though, you just become numb to death. I mean, think of it this way. They've all gone to heaven, a FAR better place than Earth could ever be, and they're happier there. o_o They're so much happier than we could ever be here, regardless of circumstances. Even better, they're wishing us well.

My older son Karl, 33, died March 23rd, of accidental asphyxiation. I'm gradually coming to terms with it, but it will take awhile.

Grandma. December.

She always wanted to know what I'd be when I "grew up". Wish I could've made it further for her before she left.

Going to visit her grave this summer when I head north for a while.

Lost my buddy to an RPG attack a week or so ago. It was the first person I really knew who I'd ever lost. I took it well, but it sucked.

My great grandmother died a few months ago. She probably would have lived longer if her husband wasn't such a sadistic asshole. Anyway, she's in a better place.

Slightly over a year ago, I lost my brother to suicide. A few months after that, my girlfriend's grandfather passed away due to cancer. I consider him my grandfather, because Bailee and I are going to be together forever.

I have lost many friends and family members in only 18 years of life...I disagree with Josh(BH4), because I will never become numb to death. In fact, I disagree with the statement time heals. Time does not heal. Every day it hurts worse and worse knowing that my brother is not here with me anymore...

The last person I lost was my grandmother back when I was in the fourth grade. She died of lung cancer.

My Aunt Shirley died sometime before we moved in here. She desperately needed a new liver, and they couldn't find one for her in time.

I lost one of my friends from my hometown, who incidentally also went to my college, to a motorcycle accident. Someone was careless and tried passing a car while he was on his motorcycle in that lane. He was one of the nicest people I knew here, and I really wish I would have had more time to become better friends with him.

My Grandmother. She died of natural causes in december....it was both sad and glad, as it was the first time I've seen the other half of my family in 10 years...but why did it have to be like that...

I also lost my brother-in-law. He died 5 days after Bladen was born. Actually, he was killed. Shot in the throat. I was upset of course, but it doesn't feel like he's gone. I hadn't seen him much since him and my sister seperated, but I did go to their place often to visit before he was taken from us. I do miss him, he was a great man and a wonderful father.

Now that I'm thinking about it again, I feel like crying.

Great Grandma x2 - both of old age really.

Hmm scared some asss whole is going to say I am being an attention whore if I tell you this. WTH? My friend Casey Larsen died, she was 15 years old and one of my best friends. She died the 17th of Januray.

EDIT: Here is her memory page, you can see a pic of her and everything if ya want 😉

It hurts like hell, and has caused a bunch of fuck ups in my life. But ya got to pull yourself through.

Wow Nate, that was... really sad. 😞

Sorry for your losses. In April, my friend got hit by a firetruck.

OMFG! I just recieve a phone call, My dad's dead!
*Goes to by some rope so she can hang herself.

Aranda wrote:OMFG! I just recieve a phone call, My dad's dead!
*Goes to by some rope so she can hang herself.

Dark_Cloud wrote:i am reall sorry..... but was that supposed to be funny? i dont see how somebody can say some thing like that. that was sick

No it wasn't suppose to be funny. I'm dead serious.

My nemenis is death. I've attempted suicide in every way possible...
I'm still kicking. Death's a real fucking bastard if you ask me...

Yes, someone just called and told you that your father is dead. So that's why you're hanging out on the computer, telling people in ASWGL about your dog giving you an orgasm. Wow, you're an awesome kid.

moocow wrote:Yes, someone just called and told you that your father is dead. So that's why you're hanging out on the computer, telling people in ASWGL about your dog giving you an orgasm. Wow, you're an awesome kid.

I'm 23...
My son's 7...
Being a teenage mother wasn't fun either...

Aranda wrote:No it wasn't suppose to be funny. I'm dead serious.

My nemenis is death. I've attempted suicide in every way possible...
I'm still kicking. Death's a real fucking bastard if you ask me...

Your profile says you were born in 1989. That makes you 16ish. You said in ASGL that you had a baby when you were 15. That's make your son either a year old, or close to it.

And what does being a teenage mother have to do with you saying that your father was dead? I think there is something really wrong going on here.

Aranda wrote:I'm 23...
My son's 7...
Being a teenage mother wasn't fun either...

So your going to kill yourself when you have a 7 year old son to look after? Why? He could be what brings you all the oy in your life.

Aranda wrote:I'm 23...
My son's 7...
Being a teenage mother wasn't fun either...

Aranda wrote:Birthday: May 25, 1989

So how are ya 23 then.

EDIT : Mooey beat me to it 😉

anyway, my grandmother died in september. she was always a wonderful person to talk to. i will miss her but she is in a better place, so i believe.

I think that is Metroid's birthday.

zoraking wrote:So your going to kill yourself when you have a 7 year old son to look after? Why? He could be what brings you all the oy in your life.

Dark_Cloud wrote:that is a good point... if you were really the age you say you are. and of course if you actually have a child. think about what the kid will be like without having a mommy. if you are what you say you are (which i think you're not) then you really need to grow up, dont take offense, but think for the child.

Exactly and about suicide,

I see that as a cowardly way to deal with your problems. I, myself wouldnt pity you for one second. There are people that if you need to talk to someone they will be gladly to help you through your problems. Ive been approached and asked for my help. I always give out advice and try to help others. If any of them committed suicide, I would not feel sorry for them at all.

zoraking wrote:I think that is Metroid's birthday.

Exactly...
My baby's 18 monthes acutely...
And I could fucking careless...
The jackass that made me have him otta take on some responibility anyway...