I know I posted something like this once before, but there are a few things I've noticed about myself that I'm not really sure a healthy person should.. err.. do. I don't know if any of this is serious, but I thought I might as well ask.
Like... have you ever suddenly trembled and had what was like kind of a muscle spasm, for just a second, suddenly? Like, I find myself suddenly getting this cold feeling going up through me and I jump up and hunch my shoulders without meaning to, and for, like, half a second I can't control myself... it's kind of hard to explain. It doesn't happen really often, mostly only when I'm tired; however, afterwards, I feel more awake, slightly, like maybe my circulation is more active or something. I thought maybe this had to do with caffiene but I've noticed it happening several hours after having any caffiene a few times.
Also, my facial muscles seem to feel very tight sometimes, and I feel very, sort of, groggy, or something, in those areas... this especially tends to happen around my eyes and temples (I think that's what they're called... the sides of your forehead) and I find myself trying to rub those areas really hard. It kind of alleviates it a little, but when I feel this way, it tends to keep coming back most of the day. I think it might be related to sleeping habits and/or stress, but I don't know.
The main thing that really bothers me, though, is that I think I might have some sleeping problems... it takes me about an hour and a half/two hours, at least, to get to sleep, even once I don't really have anything to do/am not doing anything. I'm not really so worried about that, though, so much as the state I always wake up in; I feel horribly tired, achy, and hot in the mornings, and am always either very grumpy/angry or very depressed, or a lovely mixture of both. I'm very sweaty and my neck hurts a lot, almost always. I seem to be pretty concious and coherent, but I have trouble hearing anything or getting my eyes to open. It is extremely difficult to get moving. Also, err... I know this is gross.. but I've heard that almost all healthy males are 'active' in the mornings. I find I am almost never in this state in the mornings, for some reason. Generally, I feel like absolute crap in the mornings and slowly improve over the course of a few hours.
Now, I would think that those were related to exhaustion, but I've been going to sleep around 12:30-1:30 AM* (2:30 or so at the latest most nights) and getting up around 10:00 AM or later. I tend to be extremely inactive during the day, (I sit at the computer and on the couch and on the floor most of the day, only walking for brief periods) and I don't know how this figures in, exactly.
Another possibly noteworthy thing is that I find I tend to reach my greatest physical high around 10:30-11:00 PM, caffiene or no, and feel worst in the middle of the afternoon (2:30-5:30 PM) and mornings (except when I've stayed up overnight, then I actually feel fairly good in the mornings, if a little tired from staying awake that long). I don't think this is normal, as from what I've seen most people feel pretty good in the middle of the afternoon and usually get tired at night (without caffiene, anyway).
Anyway, thanks if you read all of that, and I'd be interested if anyone had any thoughts on any of this.
* ~ all times listed are Central (GMT -6, an hour before Eastern time)
