Then I will never know what your problem is.
Timeline of events:
Mid-December (around Dec. 17th): all communication with you ceases after you sent some message which I can't remember and could not respond to, as all attempts at recommunication are met with error messages and evidence I've been blocked. ??
Thinking quickly, I realize even if you can't see my messages, I can still communicate one-way by changing my steam username to "Tamamo come back." I don't remember if this was before or after making a thread on AGN expressing worry over you (an actual disowned Japanese person in Japan would most likely commit suicide around Christmas. I wasn't having any of that.)
Late December: I am indisposed during the weekend leading up to Christmas, due to extensive dental work. I don't know if this is the period you are referring to where you needed me the most, but I would not have been able to reply at this time.
February: AGN staff recieves a contact form message from Katsura Minami stating that you have died in surgery. One week later, this information is forwarded to the Tamamo concern thread on AGN, as well as a thread on PureZC. The latter is closed due to controversy and infighting, regarding the legitimacy.
Around this time I contact your email address, addressing you and telling you that you can talk to me if you want. I am responded to by the above "Minami", who is upset over the lack of memorial over you.
I am (was?) good friends with you, and although I was as skeptical (especially since you did not respond to emails addressed specifically to Minami's email address, but DID respond if your own was at least CC'd) I was willing to entertain. Clearly I was not set apart from the group of people you wanted to fool (and I did identify myself in email as King Aquamentus), so I decided that maybe, if I just play along and give you what you want, you'll see how much I actually appreciate you and just stop, or at least tell me what's going on before going back into the shadows. I get a solemn thank you, and little else. (The contents of the email would be true if your passing was as well. Would have, anyway...)
To make sure you see this in full (especially as I knew your new account would not respond to a friend request) I change my steam name to "In Memory of Tamamo".
No response. Not even a "Hey, thanks but I just need to chill for awhile"
I get frustrated and just switch it to "J/K everyone knows you're alive"
^I guess that worked, because here you are.
Regardless of who or what you are, I don't give a shit. All I know is, my friend on steam, the only one I spend any amount of time actually talking to on it, has gone off to do this. "Dude, I know you're not dead, cut it out I'm alone here on steam without you"
Now I'm getting really pissed with you, and teetering on terminating that friendship for good because of your actions now. Everyone here is probably wondering why I haven't already. Again, if I do, I'll be alone on steam again for good. I don't know what that means to you, but if it does, then you and I need to sort things out privately and figure out what's going on.
Otherwise, you can leave AGN, by force if need be.
This is strike one.