Dracula
04-18-2004, 06:08 PM
Some of you may have noticed I haven't done anything here for a while now. No posts, no visits. Nothing. I haven't even been online, nor have I been on the computer. I decided to take a short break without a farewell or whatever, but now I'm serious. Something happened yesterday.
I was out with a few friends. We were at Sycamore Speedway, just in the pits, working on our cars, hanging out, whatever. We got to see some of our buds practice race and everything. Afterwards, we all came to my house. Right away, they bring out the drinks. So, I start drinking (forgot how many shots I had). This was the most drunk I've ever been. So drunk, something else happened that I truly regret. My friend, Scott, brought pot with him. I admit, I used to do that stuff, but I promised myself that I was done, I quit a long time ago. I was so drunk, I just took his fucking pipe and took about 8 hits.
So, now that I was drunk and stoned off my ass, I felt no regrets whatsoever. I don't even remember what I did. All I know is that I was freaking out. I sat down and turned on some music, and I thought there was a guy standing in front of me singing. May I also note I was yelling at him to stop. I completely flipped out. I couldn't not stand up, I couldn't sit down, and I hit my head plenty of times. I remember laying there wondering if I'd ever wake up again.
Well, I woke up this morning with a massive headache. It finally dawned on me on what I have just done. I completely fucked myself over again. I tried not to show it, but I completely regret the whole fucking thing. I don't even remember why I fucking did that shit. All I know is I need to take some time and get shit straight. I need to just go solo and figure out what the hell it is I need. I have to get a headstart on a new life besides this one. That being said, I'm leaving AGN.
Before you start saying "He'll be back, he's gonna miss us", yes I know I'll be back. Who knows when. Maybe in a few months, maybe I'll check up in about a year or two, or maybe never. Who the hell knows. All I know is that now's the right time to get away from shit, and I'll wait for the right time to come back.
Now's my time just to say farewell to everyone. I can't make a list of the people that have supported me for the past 3 years and those I wish luck to, 'cuz it'll be too long and you wouldn't care unless your name was on it. You know who you are.
Now, I'm gonna make my head my home. I'll be back (eventually)... But now it's time to retire. So long, Armageddon Games. It's been a great ride, and I wish greater for you.
~Dracula
I was out with a few friends. We were at Sycamore Speedway, just in the pits, working on our cars, hanging out, whatever. We got to see some of our buds practice race and everything. Afterwards, we all came to my house. Right away, they bring out the drinks. So, I start drinking (forgot how many shots I had). This was the most drunk I've ever been. So drunk, something else happened that I truly regret. My friend, Scott, brought pot with him. I admit, I used to do that stuff, but I promised myself that I was done, I quit a long time ago. I was so drunk, I just took his fucking pipe and took about 8 hits.
So, now that I was drunk and stoned off my ass, I felt no regrets whatsoever. I don't even remember what I did. All I know is that I was freaking out. I sat down and turned on some music, and I thought there was a guy standing in front of me singing. May I also note I was yelling at him to stop. I completely flipped out. I couldn't not stand up, I couldn't sit down, and I hit my head plenty of times. I remember laying there wondering if I'd ever wake up again.
Well, I woke up this morning with a massive headache. It finally dawned on me on what I have just done. I completely fucked myself over again. I tried not to show it, but I completely regret the whole fucking thing. I don't even remember why I fucking did that shit. All I know is I need to take some time and get shit straight. I need to just go solo and figure out what the hell it is I need. I have to get a headstart on a new life besides this one. That being said, I'm leaving AGN.
Before you start saying "He'll be back, he's gonna miss us", yes I know I'll be back. Who knows when. Maybe in a few months, maybe I'll check up in about a year or two, or maybe never. Who the hell knows. All I know is that now's the right time to get away from shit, and I'll wait for the right time to come back.
Now's my time just to say farewell to everyone. I can't make a list of the people that have supported me for the past 3 years and those I wish luck to, 'cuz it'll be too long and you wouldn't care unless your name was on it. You know who you are.
Now, I'm gonna make my head my home. I'll be back (eventually)... But now it's time to retire. So long, Armageddon Games. It's been a great ride, and I wish greater for you.
~Dracula