Rafnul
06-18-2003, 01:41 AM
It is incredible to me that this much has past since my early days at AGN. I've included a brief autobiography of my actions at AGN because its late and I have nothing better to do.
I initially posted in the Zelda Classic forums asking questions about zquest, and I began answering questions like I was the Guru of Zelda Classic or something. Later I stepped into General discussion and began acting like a complete idiot. I was 13 at the time and seriously lacked social skills. If anyone cares to dig up some of the crap I posted to degenerate my self-esteem, go right ahead. I made some severely controversial posts, most of them being outright lies in a futile attempt to look cool in the eyes of the AGN community.
I was a complete and total poser. There I said it. I had to put on all this crap about how cool I was because I felt completely uncool compared to some of the other members. However, with about a years time, I was straightened out.
I'd like to thank a few people for all that they've done, whether they know it or not, I really appreciate the way they have helped me develop into a much stronger person.
First, I would like to thank Dark Panther. He always kept me on my toes. I admit it, I spammed. Constantly. I was always intrigued by our "battles". Eventually, Dark Panther won, and I learned some valuable lessons about holding my tongue and respecting others from him.
Secondly, I would like to thank Daarkseid. There was always something different about him. I always admired the way he conducted himself. Though our conversations have been few and far between, what little communication you offered was incredibly valuable.
Also, I would like to thank Radium. Something about the way he thinks is very much like how I think. He got me started in web design, and I have no idea where I would be today without him.
Lastly, I thank most of all Breaker. He forced me to re-evaluate myself as individual. The harshness of his relationship with me has kept me changing. He taught me that I couldn't please everyone. He saw right through my foolish lies and games. He attacked me where it hurt the most. He showed me the truth. He forced me to take a good hard look at pieces of myself I never wanted to. More that anyone else, he helped make me a much stronger individual than I ever was before.
I know this doesnt change anything. The past will not be altered. However, I felt these thank you's were long overdue.
I initially posted in the Zelda Classic forums asking questions about zquest, and I began answering questions like I was the Guru of Zelda Classic or something. Later I stepped into General discussion and began acting like a complete idiot. I was 13 at the time and seriously lacked social skills. If anyone cares to dig up some of the crap I posted to degenerate my self-esteem, go right ahead. I made some severely controversial posts, most of them being outright lies in a futile attempt to look cool in the eyes of the AGN community.
I was a complete and total poser. There I said it. I had to put on all this crap about how cool I was because I felt completely uncool compared to some of the other members. However, with about a years time, I was straightened out.
I'd like to thank a few people for all that they've done, whether they know it or not, I really appreciate the way they have helped me develop into a much stronger person.
First, I would like to thank Dark Panther. He always kept me on my toes. I admit it, I spammed. Constantly. I was always intrigued by our "battles". Eventually, Dark Panther won, and I learned some valuable lessons about holding my tongue and respecting others from him.
Secondly, I would like to thank Daarkseid. There was always something different about him. I always admired the way he conducted himself. Though our conversations have been few and far between, what little communication you offered was incredibly valuable.
Also, I would like to thank Radium. Something about the way he thinks is very much like how I think. He got me started in web design, and I have no idea where I would be today without him.
Lastly, I thank most of all Breaker. He forced me to re-evaluate myself as individual. The harshness of his relationship with me has kept me changing. He taught me that I couldn't please everyone. He saw right through my foolish lies and games. He attacked me where it hurt the most. He showed me the truth. He forced me to take a good hard look at pieces of myself I never wanted to. More that anyone else, he helped make me a much stronger individual than I ever was before.
I know this doesnt change anything. The past will not be altered. However, I felt these thank you's were long overdue.