Dracula
05-19-2002, 12:08 AM
Please do not consider this flaming, since this is not against anyone here.
So, you wanna know why my life sucks? Or why it did suck for the last 4 fucking years?!?!?! I'M DEPRESSED!!! Newsflash? Yeah! I'm on Zoloft, and it is nothing but shit. Yeah, I seem happy here, but that's only because I try to blowoff steam here. I swear to god, I fell like killing someone. Here's a list for you people.
My mom's boyfriend is a fucking retard. He blames ME for everything he does wrong. He doesn't have to take the truth from two types of people- people younger than him, or women. He needs a fucking life. He tries to get me and my sister out of the way so he can get down my mom's pants.
I've been to too many funerals in my 14 years living here. The worst being my dad's. I don't have a dad anymore, so I don't have any rolemodel except for a Belmont. Another sign I have no life.
My mom pisses me off so much. Yeah, I love her, but she is annoying. Actually, she can be really stupid. She was dating someone, even when my dad was alive! The same ass hole! Well, she didn't do anything about him after my dad died, so why did she look for pity from other people? Beats me. And, she is so obsessed with TV. She watches ER, Third Watch, Law and Order, and pretty much anything with cops, ambulances, and firemen. When I ask her a question, she waits until a commercial to answer it, or sometimes the whole half hour.And when I get pissed, she yells from her seat "SHUT UP! MY SHOW'S ON!" I probably shouldn't be talking, since I have my own obsessions, and she watches TV to get away from that lunatic shes's dating... but she can at least let us breath here and stop smoking, like she promised to years ago.
My school sucks. There's a guy I really want to kill because he is such a fucking lunatic. I swear, since when were crackheads allowed in Catholic schools? He threatens everyone, including teachers. He brings brass knuckles and switchblades threatening people. He only got suspended for TWO days! No one can stand him, and he shouldn't have been born. If he really wants to kill someone, let it be himself. I can't see why he expects people to like him, since he always wonders why he has no friends. Oh, and by the way. He's in eighth grade, yet he's in 4th grade math and can barely read.
Along with the burecratting crackadict above, many other people hate me. Everyone in my class wishes I was burried with my dad, or just to go to hell where I came from. Gee, may I repeat, CATHOLIC SCHOOL!!!
Remeber my oversensitive nervous system? Well, it gives my minor seizieres and makes me spaz out. Yeah, it can be cool hearing people talk behind your back or felling a spitball lightly hitting you in the back of the head (read above) but why the passing out, spazing out, and practically shiting my pants for? Hmmm... God, you running with me? I need faith, quick!
Another retarded asshole, though he was nice enough to lend me his beaten up PSX that blew up and nearly killed me, though it did kill my game of SOTN, (which I ended to buy that thing off of eBay with ROB and SOTN, which is one thing I glad about) I told him about it blowing up today, yet he told me to buy a (not a new PSX) A PS2!!! So, I told him to give me 200 dollars, which all together paid for SOTN. Well, he bitched me out saying the game sucked and I shouldn't have bought it. Fuck him in a goats ass! Oh, and he threw my GCN on the ground all because I said XBox sucked. He told me how long my GCN Would last after that.
I'm a fucking crybaby. Yeah, as a matter of fact, I'm crying right now. I'm so pissed off and depressed, I can't stand it. 4 years ago, I turned suicidal. Crazy, am I, to be suicidal in 4th grade? Sucks doesn't it. Well, then came Zoloft and a shrink. Well, it got worse actually, because I had real reasons to cry about- DEATH.
I don't know if I'll graduate. My life is just impacting me so hard, I can't concentrate on anything. Give me some tips to get me a C average to get the fuck out of here in a week! And I wish highschool would be a lot easier on me.
Well, that's my life in a nutshell right there. Can't stand it anymore. Someone just help me out here, cuz I dunno if I can handle this shit anymore.
So, you wanna know why my life sucks? Or why it did suck for the last 4 fucking years?!?!?! I'M DEPRESSED!!! Newsflash? Yeah! I'm on Zoloft, and it is nothing but shit. Yeah, I seem happy here, but that's only because I try to blowoff steam here. I swear to god, I fell like killing someone. Here's a list for you people.
My mom's boyfriend is a fucking retard. He blames ME for everything he does wrong. He doesn't have to take the truth from two types of people- people younger than him, or women. He needs a fucking life. He tries to get me and my sister out of the way so he can get down my mom's pants.
I've been to too many funerals in my 14 years living here. The worst being my dad's. I don't have a dad anymore, so I don't have any rolemodel except for a Belmont. Another sign I have no life.
My mom pisses me off so much. Yeah, I love her, but she is annoying. Actually, she can be really stupid. She was dating someone, even when my dad was alive! The same ass hole! Well, she didn't do anything about him after my dad died, so why did she look for pity from other people? Beats me. And, she is so obsessed with TV. She watches ER, Third Watch, Law and Order, and pretty much anything with cops, ambulances, and firemen. When I ask her a question, she waits until a commercial to answer it, or sometimes the whole half hour.And when I get pissed, she yells from her seat "SHUT UP! MY SHOW'S ON!" I probably shouldn't be talking, since I have my own obsessions, and she watches TV to get away from that lunatic shes's dating... but she can at least let us breath here and stop smoking, like she promised to years ago.
My school sucks. There's a guy I really want to kill because he is such a fucking lunatic. I swear, since when were crackheads allowed in Catholic schools? He threatens everyone, including teachers. He brings brass knuckles and switchblades threatening people. He only got suspended for TWO days! No one can stand him, and he shouldn't have been born. If he really wants to kill someone, let it be himself. I can't see why he expects people to like him, since he always wonders why he has no friends. Oh, and by the way. He's in eighth grade, yet he's in 4th grade math and can barely read.
Along with the burecratting crackadict above, many other people hate me. Everyone in my class wishes I was burried with my dad, or just to go to hell where I came from. Gee, may I repeat, CATHOLIC SCHOOL!!!
Remeber my oversensitive nervous system? Well, it gives my minor seizieres and makes me spaz out. Yeah, it can be cool hearing people talk behind your back or felling a spitball lightly hitting you in the back of the head (read above) but why the passing out, spazing out, and practically shiting my pants for? Hmmm... God, you running with me? I need faith, quick!
Another retarded asshole, though he was nice enough to lend me his beaten up PSX that blew up and nearly killed me, though it did kill my game of SOTN, (which I ended to buy that thing off of eBay with ROB and SOTN, which is one thing I glad about) I told him about it blowing up today, yet he told me to buy a (not a new PSX) A PS2!!! So, I told him to give me 200 dollars, which all together paid for SOTN. Well, he bitched me out saying the game sucked and I shouldn't have bought it. Fuck him in a goats ass! Oh, and he threw my GCN on the ground all because I said XBox sucked. He told me how long my GCN Would last after that.
I'm a fucking crybaby. Yeah, as a matter of fact, I'm crying right now. I'm so pissed off and depressed, I can't stand it. 4 years ago, I turned suicidal. Crazy, am I, to be suicidal in 4th grade? Sucks doesn't it. Well, then came Zoloft and a shrink. Well, it got worse actually, because I had real reasons to cry about- DEATH.
I don't know if I'll graduate. My life is just impacting me so hard, I can't concentrate on anything. Give me some tips to get me a C average to get the fuck out of here in a week! And I wish highschool would be a lot easier on me.
Well, that's my life in a nutshell right there. Can't stand it anymore. Someone just help me out here, cuz I dunno if I can handle this shit anymore.